hello. have not been posting here much. im a bit tired tired of blogging.
so much hw, tests and stuff going on. just too tired to blog.

just thought ill post sth here before i stop posting stuff. i might start posting again 1 day when i feel like it:D haha. dont worry, i think it’ll be in the near future:D

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” – Billy, age 4
“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” – Karl, age 5
“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” – Terri, age 4
“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” – Danny, age 7
“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” – Emily, age 8

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” – Bobby, age 7
“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” – Chrissy, age 6
“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” – Nikka, age 6
“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” – Noelle, age 7
“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” – Tommy, age 6
“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” – Cindy, age 8
“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” – Clare, age 6
“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” – Elaine, age 5
“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” – Mary Ann, age 4
“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” – Lauren, age 4
“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” – Rebecca, age 8

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” – Karen, age 7
“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” – Chris, age 7
“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” – Jessica, age 8

go check this out too:D
PARAMORE @ livejournal

ahaha. hilarious. im so gonna do that for physics test.

Ignorance | Paramore | Music Video | MTV

Source: www.mtv.com

- Paramore posted the new video for ‘Ignorance’ today  on MTV!

whee:D

and im still sick at home:(

ugh. i fell so so so sick.

and im gonna miss so many tests.

6 tests to take  next week.

): blargh.

Happy national day:D

hello:D just came back from swimming. haha. lols. celebrated aug’s birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUG! HAHAHA.

smashing cake on ppl is fun:D random.

feeling damn sian. but at least i survived this week.

argh. cant wait for eoys to be done and over with.

sighs. there’s a longlong way to go.

whatacoincidence.

crappy much?

hellos:D

the school’s trying to kill us.

3 test this week. on the same day.

2 test next week.

1 tingxie next next week.

arghhh.

i cant wait for the long weekend. ):

so sweet. reminds me of the bio lesson we just had today.

not that i like that topic though.

just came back from fop.

argh. mondaymondaymonday):
i dont want school.

things to look forward too  NOT:

• 1. chem test
• 2. maths test
• 3. ACE test

so so so so many test): blargh.

i should stop listening to paramore for a while. holds just too many memories.

WARNING: THIS IS AN EMO POST.

7381.) I’ve never truly been able to get over you. “Honey, honey. You were the first one” and I can’t get over it. I spend every day hoping you’ll come back. I miss you.

7379.) I think I love you, but I just don’t want it to be true. I know I’m gonna end heartbroken again like I always do because you’re just so good to be true, plus you still love her. A person who doesn’t give a fuck about you.

-what’s your secret?

it was really really hard. i didnt even know if whatever my mom said was true. but it hurt. a hell lot.

shattering of glass.

it was hard to face you. i no longer know what you think about stuff or how felt about stuff.

i feel so far from you. we were close. WERE.

and then. when i thought what happened last year’s 1st of august. the exact same day as today, and i could swear i would really burst out crying.

what happened?

dear person, i would really want to give up. really. but its so damn hard.

shoo. get out of my life.

why?  why didnt you tell me?

i thought we were close friends.

but what happened?  you didnt tell me.

didnt tell me at all.

oh y? why do you torture me thus much?

it really really hurting. and know what?

y o u ‘ r e t h e f i r s t g uy t h a t i r e a l l y l i k e d . a s i n L I K E D .

memories dont fade. that stay. and haunt its owner. i really really really hate it soo soo much.

i feel like crying so much. crying crying crying so much. i hate you.

bitter sweet memories.

there’s bio test tmr.
hope i really wont screw it up. argh. i really did study this time.

cheer up clara!

Don’t Forget the Lyrics – Season 1
The youngest show contestant Shamari Berkley with Host Wayne Brady

HELLO:D

hahaha. slack day today. no hw! hahahahaha. anyways, just finished watching DON’T FORGET THE LYRICS.

argh..Shamari Berkley is sooo cute:D as in the baby cute(:
and funny too. haha

more info here: Shamari Berkley

post more later. study bio:( byee.

argh. so so so many tests.

“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”

-Matthew 11:28-30

this really helped:D thanks.

ive never really fallen so hard. and i cant believe its because of you.

and im still fearful to sleep. i dont want to have that dream again.

much less make it reality.

was watching liverpool vs singapore just now. half time now.

only 1 goal so far. where is fernando torres?

[edit] final score, singapore 0, liverpool 5. kenna owned.

feel a little sad for SG though):

haha. and ive decided that torres looks quite nice:D LOLS.

but then jy, im not in love with him cos he’s already married. haha.

. and he missed like 2 or 3 times? argh.

but then liverpool played quite well? a little relaxed though.

haha, enough of soccer. ive still got maths assignment to complete. and basketball’s nicer too:D

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ugh. study time. bio’s getting more boring by the min.

doesnt help that there’s a test this week.

1. proteins, lipids.
2. enzymes. [half done]
3. absorption, assimilation. [havent even started.]

gogogogogo study:(

i cant believe i spent my precious 2 days of weekend studying bio and doing nothing else at all. except church.

- shall post more later:D attempting to finish enzymes by today,  39 slides to go! urgh.

i cant sleep): and im still drinking green tea. didnt want to waste._.

anyways, i found this!

“ Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing
Aerophobia- Fear of swallowing air
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up
Anemophobia- Fear of wind
Anthrophobia- Fear of flowers
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern LightsB
Barophobia- Fear of gravity
Basophobia- Fear of walking
Batophobia- Fear of being close to high buildings
Bibliophobia- Fear of books
Blennophobia- Fear of slime
Bogyphobia- Fear of the bogeyman

C
Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair
Chionophobia- Fear of snow
Chromatophobia- Fear of colors
Chronophobia- Fear of time
Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks
Cibophobia- Fear of food
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed
Cnidophobia- Fear of string

D
Deciophobia- Fear of making decisions
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body

Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of school

E
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom
Eosophobia- Fear of daylight
Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge
Ergophobia- Fear of work
Ereuthophobia- Fear of the color red

G
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter
Geniophobia- Fear of chins
Genuphobia- Fear of knees
Geumaphobia- Fear of taste
Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge
Graphophobia- Fear of writing

H
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun
Helmintophobia- Fear of being infested with worms
Hemophobia- Fear of blood
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep

I
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish
Ideophobia- Fear of ideas

K
Kainophobia- Fear of anything new
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down

L
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables
Leukophobia- Fear of the color white
Levophobia- Fear of objects to the left side of the body
Linonophobia- Fear of string
Logophobia- Fear of words

M
Melanophobia- Fear of the color black
Melophobia- Fear of music
Metrophobia- Fear of poetry
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories
Mottephobia- Fear of moths

N
Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog
Neophobia- Fear of anything new
Nephophobia- Fear of clouds
Nomatophobia- Fear of names

O
Octophobia- Fear of the number 8
Ommetaphobia- Fear of eyes
Owlsillycityphobia – Fear of Owl City
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of opening one’s eyes
Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish

P
Panophobia- Fear of everything
Papyrophobia- Fear of paper
Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people
Phengophobia- Fear of daylight
Phobophobia- Fear of fear
Photophobia- Fear of light
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards

S
Sciophobia- Fear of shadows
Scolionophobia- Fear of school
Selenophobia- Fear of the moon
Siderophobia- Fear of stars
Sitophobia- Fear of food
Sophophobia- Fear of learning
Stasibasiphobia- Fear of walking

T
Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting
Trichopathophobia- Fear of hair
Triskadekaphobia- Fear of the number 13

V
Verbophobia- Fear of words

X
Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow
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and seriously, i think im Didaskaleinophobic. hahhahaha:D

i dreamt about you last night. and i woke up crying.
and it happened countless times already.

stop haunting me. and messing with my heart.

and i wonder. what would i do if that happened in real life?
would i start crying or just remain as expressionless? maybe not.

God, please dont let that happen.

i feel like a kid. so so so helpless.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZARA:D

hehheh.
im just super bored and super glad its the weekend.

hahaha i want to watch HARRY POTTER! but then there’s just too much stuff going on. no time):

and thus..

HARRY POTTER PIC SPAM:D

HELLOS:D
just came back from swimming, just that we didnt swim though. did cpr! hahahaha. lols. exams in 1 month):

im HUNGRY. so hungry.

argh, im just so so so hungry. the food looks absolutely mouth watering.

hehheh. finish chinese test! HAHA. woots. no more hw today too:D:D

but there’s training tmr): dreading the running. haha.but then , besides the running, it’ll be funfunfun:D

HAHAHAHA.

gosh. i think im hyper or what.

and i love today! HAHA. a entire humans’ day with any sciences and maths:D:D hahahahhahahahahaha.

weird, im having tummyaches but im still so high:D

and no, im dont take drugs! HAHAHAH.

ohmy.

Where’s your gavel? Your jury?
What’s my offense this time?
You’re not a judge but if you’re gonna judge me
~ignorance [paramore]

whee. first training since H1N1. hmm. it was okay i guess. finished hw, left with CHINESE AND HISTORY TEST TMR.

There’s one thing i absolutely love about pictures. they can depict anything- I MEAN ANYTING just so easily:D hhahahahhaha. lols. crappy much?  3 days to gogogogo.

ARGH. I CANT SLEEP. & there’s training tmr too! ugh.

hehheh. quotes are nice:D

anyways, check this out! : 62 Magical Facts About Harry Potter!

im feeling sosososo tired. usual monday blues. one day down. four to go.

hmm. ive got to finish BIO and LA COMPRE by tonight. plusplusplus there’s like the CHINESE TEST on wed! grr. school. totally. sucks.

how i wish every day was a sunday morning, and a saturday everning and a friday night. how great is that. 4 day week’s nice too:D

anyways, im in the particular ranty mood. but CLARA’s not online): neither some of the others too.

boo. im so so tired but i dont want to sleep. its like wasting the precious time we dont need to spend in school. hrmph. but alas, humans need sleep. and THERE’S TRAINING TMR. dont know if its a good or bad thing.

and there’s no worship band prac today): though i got frustrated almost every training, but then. i sorta missed in now.

oh gosh. what’s happening to me. my brain’s a totally mess. i cant think straight.

and ps. i realised my blog’s turning out to some pic spam. but then. im still planning on adding pics.

HAHAHA.CLARA’S ONLINE NOW. GREAT GREAT GREAT:D

-sometimes what you’re after is not your fault,

cause’ happily ever after’s what you’re taught.

SCHOOL TMR! ):
1 longlong week to go. school sucks. together will all the horrid tests.
as put by clara in a very very nice way :

“School, the ancient form of torture still practised today.”

ugh. its late but i still cant sleep):

and there’s practise tmr): means i wont see you at all.

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I’m addicted

- Time is running out [MUSE]

MAD was okay. i guess.
but. you weren’t.